Bear with me!?

It's been weird not to post for the last couple of days. Like I told you, for my birthday I got an external disk, because my computer was full. Well I transferred all my saved files and music on the hard drive. After that Pascal wiped my disk clean and he started from scratch. It took us a couple of days to do all this. It gave me a break, but it also showed me that I missed this. My blog and you guys. Both reading and writing.

A few things happened in the last few days. I was really looking for you guys to tell you about it. Now, you're probably wondering about all these pics, it's part of what happened. Wanna hear about it?! Here goes!?

Yes Wednesday was my birthday, I turned 38. I'd like to thank you for the birthday wishes, I'll thank you all by e-mail soon. So like I told you I got an external hard drive from Pascal. On Wednesday I transferred all my pictures and music on the new drive. The camera pictures are all heavy. I take them with the best quality possible in case I want to print them. I'm still a paper picture kind of guy. Just so you'll get an idea, I have about 10M of pictures so far. So it took almost all day to tranfer them and my music to the external hard disc. I know, you're saying, what a way to spend your birthday, but you know what, it wasn't the case. With all the changes in my life lately, being sick, growing up and telling my ex dad to buzz off, it was the best way to spend my first trouble free birthday. He did show up at the door btw. Pascal answered and told him I wasn't there. That had to be one of the best gift. He left a card with sixty dollars in it. I wanted to donate it, but I'll use it towards my membership to a yoga class. He's a big part of my needing to relax and find my inner peace. So I am the charity in this case. At work it was pretty quiet. Most people wished me a great day, but that's about it. My friend Sandra asked me out last night. She wanted and needed to get out and she bought me drinks. It was great seeing each other, but the night itself sucked. The club we were at was bad. Then we decided to go for coffee and catch up. The service was terrible. Then we went back to a club and the show, old drag queens in bad make up, was really boring. After the show I walked her back to the subway. That's when the fun started. Not because she was gone, but there are so many clubs that don't allow girls, and to a degree I understand. So I started my usual bar hoping, seeing a few cute guys here and there, but nothing to really catch my interest. After having fun but not really enjoying myself I decided to go to the baths. That's where I met Steve. I had only been there ten minutes when this cute guy comes up the hallway. We looked at each other and just moved closer until we touched and kissed each other for a while. I was talking to him in English for some reason. He didn't answer me all the time, I figured he was lost in the moment. But he was lost in translation. He told me after a while that he didn't speak English. I asked him if he had a room, we went up hand in hand. It felt weird to have found someone who was like me. He didn't want to lose me nor I him. I really felt like we were bfs for the time we were together. It was passionate, slow, sexy. It turns out he too is in a ltr, 19 years, he said his bf knew where he was. I didn't believe him. His cell rang twice and he turned it off. After some more quality time, there was a knock at the door. It was his bf asking if he was busy. So I guess he really is in an open ltr. He started getting dressed and he took my number. He's from out of town but they come in often. He's suppose to call me. He really liked me. It showed, he was so turned on the whole time we were together. After we said our goodbyes, I went back to my locker to put back my smokes. A guy walked behind me to go to his locker. That's when I noticed a guy staring in our direction. I figured he was there for the other guy. I closed my locker and started walking away. He was following me. I was freakin', he had the body of the second pic and the arms of the first. After walking a while he said something. I turned and he said he had a room near by. We walked to his room and his worship of my body started. He was amazed at my body hair. He loved it. He started talking about how he can see us "brothers", he helping me bulk up and me helping him get hairier. ??? I just went with it. We were interrupted twice by the clerk knocking on the door saying his time was up. We did finish and then I left. I was walking around wondering if I should go home when I saw him at the door talking to the clerk. First let me tell you he looked good in and out of clothes. Then I heard what he said, "sorry man I was with this hot guy" the clerk, "Him?" pointing at me. "Yeah man! It was so passionate, I had to stay." I walked back to my locker with a big smile on my face. It was time to leave. When I got to the door and gave back my towel and lock, the clerk gave me a big smile and said "see you soon". I smoked one last cigarette and hopped into a cab. I went to bed at seven Saturday morning. Have fun!? I did!? J