I'M REALLY TIRED TO MAKE NICE!? revised

-No I'm not leaving this world nor the blog world!? I was actually thinking about leaving my home!? -What I've been calling home for the last 5 years!? -I know you'll tell me I'm the one who was stupid enough to do this, -but I still did it!? And now it's hurting if not killing me!? -3 years ago I suffered facial paralysis symptoms cause I couldn't tell my bf I was leaving!? I -told him after talking with a shrink, everything went away. But please understand I brought this on me, even if it was not to hurt him!? -We decided to stay roommates, why so long, cause I'm a sucker!? I met a guy, we went on 2 -dates and I got the freaking girlfriend treatment from the ex. I can understand his reaction, I had the same one, while he was my bf, I couldn't stand to see a guy in my house, our house, of me and my ex, first!? -I stopped seeing this guy cause in the end he was a bit weird, called me his bf after 2 dates. -But now I feel like, "I'm fine now, I'm living without you thank you". I guess I knew it would --come to this, but I was hoping...maybe...it wouldn't hurt so much...not like this?! It seems to have been fixed, I think we are still ok!? He really is a good guy!? He said he wouldn't comment anymore cause he thinks you guys hate him!? Please tell me it ain't so, please tell him!? I guess in the end, it was a big misunderstanding!? I really hope you guys aren't mad at him, cause all you read except 2 parts, was all my doing!? Funny how the mind will make you sick and force you to work against you!? And I left the vid, cause I think it's great!? I think they need all the support they can get!? If you didn't get this song yet, PLEASE DO, make sure people tell them and their ex-fans that they are that good!? NOT READY TO MAKE NICE J PS right now my best friends are bloggers!? Pathetic isn't it?! Why do good guys always finish last?!