I specialize in loneliness!?
Why is it so hard to find someone?!
Why do we need someone in our life?!
What is it that makes us look for mister right?!
Why can't we just accept, and live alone?!
We end up doing it anyways!?
You look and look and look,
until you think you found someone that might interest you,
he's taken!?
Now if you've read me or if we've talked,
you know, if you're with someone,
that X or sex factor is not visible to me anymore.
I don't go breaking up couples.
If they're together,
happy or not, they're together.
Well I might be tired of playing "nice guy"!?
Think I should change?!
I guess I'm tired to make nice!?
Why is Love so hard?!
when i cry, i close my eyes
and every tear falls down inside
and i pray with all my might
that i will find my heart in someone's arms
when i cry,
when i cry, when i am sad
i think of every awful thing i ever did
when i cry, there is no love
no there is nothing that can comfort me enough
when i cry,
the salt inside my body ruins everyone i come close to
my hands are barely holding up my head
i am so tired of looking at my feet
and all the secrets that i keep
my heart is barely hangin' by a thread,
oh look at me, at all i've done
i've lost so many things that i so dearly loved
i lost my soul, i lost my pride
oh i lost any hope of having a sweet life
so i cry,
i miss you all
i wish i was with you now
i wish...i...was
J
posted by Jack at 8/08/2006 12:01:00 a.m.
12 Comments:
is that a Joel original poem?
O you did specialize, didn't you? And perhaps you think now that course of studies was there only for you and no-one else, right?
Wrong, man, wrong!!! I can speak for myself: I've been following that path ever since, I'd say.
There are days when you feel that weight crushing you, and there are days when you don't even notice you're a «specialist» at all...
Keep on writing! The poems will call the attention of at least some, and so you won't be alone at all. You'll be with us, as I'm now with you!
Love you! :-)
Keep your chin up, Joel.
We all have been there and while its not easy, know that you have plenty of friends to help you through it. You have a lot going for yourself and you will find that special someone ;)
In my experience...it happens when you least expect it. When you stop looking and the time is right. Forget about it. Just do what you want, be yourself, and before you know it...it's there right in front of your face...BAM!
I spent most of my young life running from one man to another, moving around for one man or another because I was "in love" when I really was just looking for love where there wasn't any. The day I forgot to look and I actually forgot I "needed" someone...BAM that was the day I met my other half. Right out of the blue he came into my life at a time I didn't want love or was looking for it.
So I'm a big believer in it will come to you when the time is right and (all that other romantic stuff) :)
Soonoer or later he will come around and swep you off your feet. I hate to say it, but just like everyone told me, when I quit looking I found it. Just be happy with yourself and do your own thing, he will notice this and it will attract him to you.
J, I find a lot of wisdom in the comments of your friends above. We all are sending you a lot of our love and a lot of support. We all love you, man! (and not just for your Budweiser - joke, j, joke! ***grin***)
You just shared with us a beautiful and poinant part of your soul in the post and poem. There is a lot of beauty there. Just let the beauty shine out! - and as bruce and others have stated, your love will come to you when you least expect it!
HUGS to you, my friend, HUGS!
In loneliness, I specialize.
When you figure all of this out - give me a call will you...
the salt inside my body ruins everyone i come close to...
I'm not the tin man,
and I'm not scared of salt.
write me
wish I were there to give you a big hug!
With me right when I was getting to the alone thing, Mike came along.
JOE? I would like very much to see those cat pics you said you'd try to take, okay? Or did you go hiding away together with them? Come on, man, we need you!
«I'd like a post by you, please! Yes, medium rare would suit me nicely, thank you! Si vous pouviez le faire à la française, vous auriez ma gratitude pour toujours.»
I demand that humour back again!!!
Minge, you deserve a medal!?
lol
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