Inner child!?

We all have one. Why? Is it really a part of us that didn't grow up? Is it the base of who we are? If so why call it the inner child? Why not call it the base? Some people have a strong base. Some don't. Why does it affect us so much? The base is not the only thing making us who we are. I know, you can build the best house in the world, if it stands on a bad foundation, it will sway. Some houses can take the sway, some can't. Some will crack. Some will even crumble. So let's say the base is the start of everything else. Does that mean that everything that came after is not good? It is affected by the bad base! Does it mean it's not real? It's all a lie? I don't think so. I hope not. I think you can fix a foundation and patch the cracks. But how do you fix the foundation? Do you listen to that inner child or not? Some say you do and make him see the error of his ways. Some say to ignore him. Who's right? If you ignore the problem, wont it comeback even if you patch it up the way you think it should be fixed? Isn't it like burying someone alive? You stop the screams and hope he dies and not claw his way back. If you listen, how can you make him understand that his way of thinking is wrong? I mean in the end, you have to convince yourself that what you're doing is wrong. And I can understand that. But how do you make yourself understand? I can see the right way. I see the best way. So why am I still anxious? How can I make myself SEE? Understand? Why if I know now, I can't seem to make myself accept it? Also something that bugs me is that it's my base, it's me! So why talk about myself or the base at the third person? It's easier to deal with? I've tried a lot of things, I see a shrink, I've read many books. Some pro some con listening to the inner child. How can you understand anything? Well I've decided to take from each what I though was best for me. I feel I'm still at the starting line. I think I'll listen to "myself" for a while and forget that who ever is making me feel this way is not me. Cause it is me. Maybe this way I'll understand better and quicker. I'd like to know what you think. As far as I can see I still need help. My doctor was desperate tonight. He says he doesn't know what to do with me anymore. I did do well for a while. But I seem to be moving backwards now. His advice tonight, "kick yourself in the butt man." If that doesn't work, I'm going back to the psychiatrist.

To my inner child!? La la la la la la la la la I feel like you know me I know well I know I know you do I've got this thing going on Inside my head I've got this thing for you I like your face I like your body Like your feet I like your nose I like your chest beneath the covers Like your heart I like your soul I like your life inside me pounding like a heart inside a dream Inside a dreamer that's been dreaming of a perfect symphony I like the way you walk beside me like a paper in the wind The way you swing your arms so gladly Where you end and I begin I like everything About you Baby I do I feel like you know me well I've tried to let you see me for yourself I feel like I'm out of my head I've got this thing for you I like your face I like your body Like your feet I like your nose I like your chest beneath the covers Like your heart I like your soul I like your life inside me pounding like a heart inside a dream Inside a dreamer that's been dreaming of a perfect symphony I like the way you walk beside me like a paper in the wind The way you swing your arms so gladly Where you end and I begin I like everything About you Baby I do La la la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la la I like your face I like your body Like your feet I like your nose I like your chest beneath the covers Like your heart I like your soul I like your life inside me pounding like a heart inside a dream Inside a dreamer that's been dreaming of a perfect symphony I like the way you walk beside me like a paper in the wind The way you swing your arms so gladly Where you end and I begin I like everything About you Baby I do La la la la la la la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la la la la la la

Have fun!? With your inner or outer child!? J